Trying

Yeah, yeah I've been trying
(Trying) , to work through this change
But every day, every day
 this shit feel the same i've been trying
(Trying) , to work through this pain
But every day, every day, it won't go away
I've been trying, so tell me, who do I call?
Now you're gone, you left me here
I got my back on the wall
I've been trying, so tell me, who do I call?
Now you're gone
You left me here and now I'm losin' control
But I've been trying

And now I'm fine, that's
What I keep on tellin' myself every night
And i got all these problems
I can never justify them
And I know I need help but
I don't ever take the time, and
I keep this shit low, low, low
I keep it on silent
You tell me it's gon' do me
Harm if I keep it inside, man
I won't ever know, know, know
About how they found me
Overthinking all the time
My mind always crowded

Oh well, I gotta keep it movin'
Or l'll go crazy, I might just lose it
Crazy and lose my brain
Without you right here
It don't feel the same

I've been trying
(Trying) , to work through this change
But every day, every day
This shit feel the same i've been trying
(Trying) , to work through this pain
But every day, every day, it won't go away
I've been trying, so tell me, who I do call?
Now you're gone, you left me here
I got my back on the wall
I've been trying, so tell me, who I do call?
Now you're gone
You left me here and now I'm losin' control
But I've been trying

Trying, why in the fuck do I keep pouring
Up? I just be wildin'
But fuck it, I don't need no drugs
I'll just be flyin'
Off this Hennessy, maybe you should try it
Lying to myself, yeah, I'm lying to myself
But I don't really care long as
In I'm lying in my wealth
Like, how did I get here? No
One to blame but myself
But ever since you left, I
Felt a change in myself, yeah

Oh well, I gotta keep it movin'
Or l'll go crazy, I might just lose it
Crazy and lose my brain
Without you right here
It don't feel the same

I've been trying
(Trying) , to work through this change
But every day, every day
This shit feel the same i've been trying
(Trying) , to work through this pain
But every day, every day, it won't go away
I've been trying, so tell me, who I do call?
Now you're gone, you left me here
I got my back on the wall
I've been trying, so tell me, who I do call?
Now you're gone
You left me here and now I'm losin' control
But I've been trying