I Thought
(Ayo, what's up, Dean?)
(Ayo, Bans, what you cookin'?, BGSOUNDZ)
(I bet my last track
Probably gave you lockjaw, Hey, LilKDubb)
Forever by my side, I thought, I thought
I'm so sorry
I don't even know who I am right now
I can't even make a good song
Strong pains all in my head
Feel like somethin' got my heart
I just want this pain for to end
I don't feel how I felt from the start
I thought you'd forever be here (yeah)
Forever by my side, I thought, I thought
I keep smokin' back to back and
It got my head up spinnin'
I keep feelin' this line keep
Goin' down my heart
I keep thinkin' and dreamin' that you
Standin' here right with me
Every time I come back to life
I swear it's hard
I got four lil' boys that
I'm hardly spendin' time with (Time with)
Chasin' money, i ain't worried 'bout who
You spendin' time with (Uh, uh, uh)
Being petty, I don't wanna talk
I'm on some slime shit (Oh, slime)
I won't tell you you got me fucked up
But my mind bent (Bent)
Guess that nigga that you've been
Fuckin' love you better (Love you better)
How I'm feelin'? I've just been thinkin'
"Should I tell her?" (Should I tell her?)
I'm fine, I'm feelin' better
Tryin' not blow my mind with this Beretta
On house arrest, I can't
Go visit Grandma grave, oh
Be lovin' so easy
Can't let these bitches take my soul
(My soul) i pray for my sons like
Every day down the road
And I'm not givin' time just for
To see 'em 'cause these hoes
Back then ain't have nothin'
They all want somethin', i'm just one nigga
(One) thought money'd make it better
But it turned me to a killer
Not jeopardizing for myself
It's on the line for my niggas
Sling that iron at one of us, won't
Make a song before I kill 'em
I'm just realer
And shorty bad, I could be with her
But don't give a fuck (Give a fuck)
I love my girl, I'm gon' stay with her
Plus she natural plus youngin thuggin'
He slung that iron just to hang with us
(Grrah, grrah, grrah)
I feel I'm leadin' these kids wrong
But we stay dangerous
Bitch play with us, want
Smoke with us? Bitch, we gon' bang you up
(Pop, pop, pop)
When it be war, we go all out
It ain't no tamin' us (What up?)
Knock you off and watch your mama live
It ain't no shame in us (Bang)
I'm screamin', "Fuck the fame and lies
" 'cause it brought change to us
Strong pains all in my head (My head)
Feel like somethin' got my heart (Oh)
I just want this pain for to end (End)
I don't feel how I felt from the start
I thought you'd forever be here
(Forever, forever)
Forever by my side, I thought
(That's what I thought, I
Was just thinking) , i thought (I was wrong)
I keep smokin' back to back and
It got my head up spinnin'
I keep feelin' this tight line
Goin' down my heart
I keep thinkin' and dreamin' that you
Standin' here right with me (Ayy)
Every time I come back to life
It hit me hard
Show no slatt, everyone cried before
Every time that I cried
No one wiped my nose or neither my eyes
But it's okay
I just had to realize that I can't break
Show no slatt, I done cried plenty
Times, ain't nobody wipe my nose, nigga
But it's okay
I'm on my own and I'm findin' a way
I'm grown now, I ain't no baby
Yeah, and we still thuggin', nigga
We still hollerin, "Fuck you, " nigga
You hear me?
We quick to bust it, how you wanna do it?
It's 4KTrey, nobody safe, FreeDDawg
Northside 38