My Story

I don't tell on my story
I done showed you my pain
Come and get a closer glimpse not for your entertainment
I'm glad I do suicide it would've made me nameless
But the life I'm living now I can't say that I'm shameless

M.T.V meant make us tint our vehicles
Uptop can't be spiritual but I pray to Lord
I wasn't there I'm feeling like the doctor pulled on the cord
Killed my momma narcolepsy would've made her sleep more
I'm stressing more when I look back DHS 7th grade
Was doing more to separate us
Living with aunty was crazy
Had to catch the XH, everyday I can't be lazy
And people still treat me crazy cuz when Aaliyah had told me she ain't fuck with me my head turned
Four different directions
Mind was racing I bet my legs burned
We still ain't eating good we on food stamps we can't get desert
I can't get no food for thought please tell me what can I deserve
Success at the least
I was a dog but now I'm loyal I came back to the leash
And put out fire like a fire hydrant
Was ducking police cause I;m the target that they trying
Was working hard to live overnight A+ for trying
Even though them rappers frauding that don't mean I;m lying
I;m working hard and making beats don't ask me is it tiring
I been fighting life since 14 don't ask me why I'm crying
A nigga lived another life don't ask me why I'm retiring
But I think I'm living life like I was posed to
Death been feeling closer
Been through all the ups and downs like a roller coaster
I just want some platinum records with some kids having my posters
I just wanted some more closure
But hold up

I don't tell on my story
I done showed you my pain
Come and get a closer glimpse not for your entertainment
I done told on my story
I done showed you my pain
Come and get a closer glimpse not for your entertainment
I'm gone