Time Heals
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world knowing I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
Forgive me for all I've done for you
Could been one on one for you
Wouldn't see the sun or ya son, drugs and guns for you
Look at all we won but u could've said u didn't care
You could've said just what you wanted, instead of staying quiet
If you seen my life you see why I'm so damn quiet
If you seen my life you see why I've been so violent
Everything's been for a reason
Mom and grandmom blood was spilling couldn't keep em
Well that's just life
I been here for 15 years tell me why I ain't living right
You see my peers with the jordans and the gold chain
I was broke and rocking fubu they said I was born a shame
I'm just a born sinner
Played the game and started over now I'm just a new beginner
Wish I could've been a winner for you
But I'm alone
So I'm gone
Just leave me alone
I've been out my zone
And I ain't home
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world knowing I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
Just to think until my brain bleeds
I can't sleep
I couldn't eat another meal because my whole body beat
Couldn't rap another rap without me crying on the beat
Failing classes couldn't do my math and I couldn't read
People said they needed me but I can't even help myself
You saying help me I been crying out for help myself
Oh lord, sometimes I can disappoint myself
They know about the time when I was bout to go and take myself
Was bout to take myself
Well time change differently
I’m tryna change and find me a different me
Never found the symmetry
Never knew why my shawty was into me
I guess she found the inner me I didn’t see but
I know that time heals
I’m been on a roll lately, need to find wheels
I know that time heals
But I don’t even know if that shit even sound real
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world knowing I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal