Help Me Extended

-Verse 1-
I cannot lie
I looked in your eyes, and I saw a star
Bond together couldn't be apart
Now I know that all stars break apart
They don't have a heart
I wasn't special
Tried to apologize, nigga forget you
I've been the type that made people forgetful
I've been feeling like I shouldn't have met you
Been up and down in my bed
Thinking bout you til my face turn red
Dad been telling me I'm gonna take meds
Want my momma I can't have her she dead
Misunderstood my mental
Pour my mental in these instrumentals
Lately I been feeling sentimental
Don't think I found anything essential x2

-Chorus-
Don't think I found my calm yet
I need to lose more focus
Don't think I'm even close yet
Help me, Help me
Don't think I've earned my patience
Don't think I been weighing thing out
Don't think I even waited
Help me, Help me

-Verse 2-
You're a hoe
A no show and everybody knows
Really think you came up on a glow
You been in and out the studios
Soon you gonna be performing show
What you're doing out there I don't know x2

How could you be so forgetful
Like I wasn't special to you
Man you got some nerve telling me that I had brought a burden
Saying I'm the reason you went commercial
Saying I'm the reason there's no reversal
And we couldn't practice this in rehearsal
Always caught up with the people don't care about you
Saying they ain't mean to hurt you
Man that be that dumb shit
That depression turned you numb shit
You been typing so much in your phone, I'm suprised you still got thumbs shit
Broke down into peices broke your bread, I'm surprised you still got crumbs shit
Fake claiming that you run shit
Always caught with the dumb shit
Always caught up with your mind
Caught up with you mind
Saying nevermind
Nothing on your mind
Never on the line
Life was on the line
Always suicidal didn't call the hot line one time
My oh my my oh my
I would tell you that I'm happy but then again I would be lying