2 am

I'm so sorry for you
I dont elaborate to much
But I know when you hear this pain this is a must
I been stuck
This is 2 am thoughts
Lying down
What the fuck
Why my head spinning so much
I can’t use nothing as crutch because when
I tell them about my depression all these niggas laugh
And tell me they don’t believe me cause take a look at my past
Say I smile too much
But they know my mom passed
If u was in that same position how would u feel
Would you laugh ?
Would you smile ?
Is u sad ?
Did you hide the pain away?
And it’s crazy just to say that I’m surprised I’m here today
And a lot of people hate me cause I shed the pain away
To be honest if it ain’t this then I won’t see another day
Cause I been crying too much
I been trying too much
Somebody dying every second
Family dying too much
Don’t got one real friend
Niggas lying too much
And yeah I thought about getting high
But niggas flying too much
But shit-
I don’t know how to feel
Y’all asking me how can u help man I dont know keep it real
They say tell me bout ya mother, I tell them more about one
But she taught me everything except for how to live without one
That’s another reason I’m never smoking to this day
Why would I go smoke that shit if it done took her life away
Today was never promised
But if I leave this earth today
Please make me this promise
Before my soul must fade away
Don’t keep those feelings bottled
Let emotions fly away
Don’t you keep yourself in shackles
You won’t see the light of day
What’s your inspiration
Better meet it fore it’s too late
Cause if you hesitated
Then fuck a congratulations
I wanna die as great
I wanna die as legend
I wanna die as 1st to ever
Never keeping 2nd
I look at me see no reflection nigga
I’m up at 2 am I guess that’s why I’m stressing nigga