The Endless Horizon

[Verse: 1]
He is playing with ripped pieces of paper but it is not me
He is in his universe and he is talking to somebody
He gets upset when anyone tries to remove him from his mind
That’s why I want to invent the same machine in my head and have a different life
I was raised in a family where there was no love only mother was struggling for her children
And the rest of members tried to humiliate her but often things don’t go the way it is planned
Nobody has ever worried about that fact so I picked this pan
Cuz I’ll say all my words without interrupting so you’ll get em the way they are meant
Nobody wanted me some people love me now there is no doubt
My voice is little bit loud but I hope I don’t disassemble the crowd around
I would just sit down and shut my fuckin mouth but how many times I lost count
Those are things I’ve found in my life and right now I want to talk about
It’s funny when people try to teach me the things I already know
At this moment all I hope is to keep balance on rope
They are exposing their pains but I cannot even show
Why should I ask for your help if you cannot fill this hole?

[Chorus]
You’d better be sure what you are trying to cover
There’s one thing, at least, in this world that doesn’t have a border
You cannot keep my mind and pain in order
I am remmembered a silly child now I’m a little bit older
You’d better be sure what you are trying to cover
There’s one thing, at least, in this world that doesn’t have a border
You cannot keep my mind and pain in order
You remember a silly child now I’m a little bit older

[Verse: 2]
When I lived in a village, the only person who truly worried about me and my brother was mum
She raised us, busted all resistance in the family where everybody tries to restrict your right
I could see what was going on but I was a little child
Now all she’s got is my hope and how can I die and finish her life
They say that my brother will never be able to speak but I remember he said sentence
He went in a school he sat at school desk and now they call him nerd
Cuz this goddamn family had no ability to maintain affection
And they are still holding their head high as nothing bad has happened
How can anybody dare demand apology from me after that in this world?
In advance, I was like a doll doing everything I was told
But now I’m strong enough not to sit back and do what I came for
You have nothing to lose bastards cuz your soul is already sold
I put my emotion in this song and cannot act like how you want
I would never write this text if my past wasn’t as it was
It’s like we are following dark path see where it goes
Every time I step forward it feels like something gets too close

[Chorus]
You’d better be sure what you are trying to cover
There’s one thing, at least, in this world that doesn’t have a border
You cannot keep my mind and pain in order
I am remembered a silly child now I’m a little bit older
You’d better be sure what you are trying to cover
There’s one thing, at least, in this world that doesn’t have a border
You cannot keep my mind and pain in order
You remember a silly child now I’m a little bit older

[Verse: 3]
Where was my father? Main question sounds like that
I wish he had not listened to them that’s why he’s got poisoned brain in his head
They tried to convince him that his wife is too bad
A body cries too, but tear is red
If I don’t answer he will come by force and takes me with him
My mother is the only reason that I can speak English that’s why I rap
She is the only one who can call me 1000 times in a day on a phone I will never forget that
It’s hard to say everything she did for me I hope I will give her back what she deserves
Why isn’t it raining to be sure something else can make my face wet
They say my eagle can’t fly but I’ve been waiting for a while
Is it a crime to make him fly or let him strive to look down on sky?
I don’t sit back this time
Nor bide here anymore to wait for a surprise
I am about to cause the eaglerise that shines through the endless horizon in my mind
So
[Chorus]
You’d better be sure what you are trying to cover
There’s one thing, at least, in this world that doesn’t have a border
You cannot keep my mind and pain in order
You remember a silly child now I’m a little bit older
You’d better be sure what you are trying to cover
There’s one thing, at least, in this world that doesn’t have a border
You cannot keep my mind and pain in order
You remember a silly child now I’m a little bit older