Too early to call me phenomenal

Have you ever seen one who always smiles
Who makes you laugh and feel bored at the same time
Who you would never imagine angry depressed and crying
Let me ask you the same is one possible who always smiles?
People don’t mention that question but they see your funny face
You’re sad tired or depressed it doesn’t matter, they don’t change their gaze
Now you are showing them what they demand and you’re disappearing in a shade
And By the way you do what you've wished all you need is to smile again
Shit, I truly am a wolf in sheep's clothing
And I can whack some motherfuckers if they don’t read this warning
My hands are trembling so fast as if I heard Satan calling
Anyway I went so deep It won’t be a surprise if I see demons walkin in front of me
I still hear some voices becoming part of the past tense
This is the thing which was forgotten and must be learnt again
Whatever touches the present is hunted by the past, there is no buyback
And payback cannot make significant changes it can only cut nuts and neck
You’d lost one who you loved because of someone else as a result you chose this goddamn way
But did it modify your attitude, let me guess what happened next
Shit, you still fuckin cried and wished to die with him or instead
Don’t you get it the definition of retaliation has never been defense
I talk like I got it I dream a lot more than I think
I see I’m too lucky and now it’s simple to preach
In the end there is no outcome when I can only move my tongue and lips
I’d crossed on a green light in hell and Demons threw me out of it

Life is short, I'm forced to hit the gas pedal
Too much speed makes my aim fatal
Can it bring me a bunch of medals?
It’s early to call myself phenomenal
The way is long I’m forced to hit the gas pedal
Too much speed makes my aim fatal
That cannot bring me any medals
Is it still early to call myself phenomenal

They say time heals but actually it takes more than it heals
The pains make themselves at home but reminiscences still sting
Is it possible to calm down and wash your memory clean
Cuz this pain is about to burn me down and breath me in
I don’t know if you noticed or not but saddest people are revealed with the great smile
Now I fuckin figure it out why truth is not good enough and lie is always nice
The difference between life and hell is that hell is the place where you cannot suicide
Or I would definitely be the part of the afterlife of afterlife
They don’t believe in your tears unless they see
And this fuckin wounds which are the reason I’m suffering
Is also the main reason that I am no more weak
I’m good with receiving more of them I’m victim of greed
And wanna become more and more powerful till I get sick
This is how I am turning into power addicted king
This knowledge still stings like my thin dick
I ain’t gonna stop ever or as far as this pain can burn me down and breath me in
I got nothing to do but lot to worry
Just like a rich man covered in glory
Telling his children a senseless bed-time story
Pride turns apology into sorry
From the moment arrogance invades your heart your glory starts to fade
Humble heart makes mind great otherwise everything you’ve made remains vain (cuz you are vain)
It’s the same when being in sight of eyes, except yours, makes your tears fake
Later that’s the way karma behaves when it treats king like a slave
Sometimes genuise is a truckdriver and stupid talks to the world
Sometimes people unexpectedly don’t choose truth over gold
But sometime people are not fake they are deep though
Sometimes we adore ourselves cuz the reality is whatever we don’t wanna know
Some people are not only born naked but also grown
Naked, Just Like my brother but he’s never been cold
In cold winter, he played with cold water meanwhile I was hugging mum and watched
Now, get away from me there is your real phenomenon

Life is short, I'm forced to hit the gas pedal
Too much speed makes my aim fatal
Can it bring me a bunch of medals?
It’s early to call myself phenomenal
The way is long, I'm forced to hit the gas pedal
Too much speed makes my aim fatal
Can I get some supreme medals
Without calling myself phenomenal

The way is long, I'm forced to hit the gas pedal
Too much speed makes my aim fatal
Can it bring me a bunch of medals?
It’s early to call myself phenomenal
Cuz I don’t want to be phenomenal
Thinking of that makes my life fatal
Nobody gains power with metal
So, You can keep your rusted medals
(I ain’t gonna call myself phenomenal)
You are phenomenal when you can endure that you are mute but your mind is full of words, I always do vice versa