Nobody

I’m trying to get all my ideas down on a page
But to perform my song I need a stage with infinite space
You can lend an ear to me and fly into a rage with me
Or just set my paper on fire and listen to old tales
But before you guess that all your dreams are fakes
Breathe deeply cuz it’s like 8 magnitude earthquake
I know this feeling cuz I feel exactly the same
But I’ve already decided that I’ll never step back

If I die who will cry – nobody
If I fall who will help me – nobody
If you are my friends why you did you leave me alone
When I was in the war and you left me in a battle-front
I feel that everyone let me down
All I want to do is to scream so loud
Only mother is wiping my teary eyes
Almost everyone kicked me, that’s why I’m down

I love it when the wind blows. Cuz it chills my dejected face
It opens doors in my mind I feel free and want to rise
Like an eagle in a cage, like a picture on a page
Pardon me asshole if my arms aren’t wings of an airplane
When we can’t suffer from our sharp wounds anymore we think we are guilty
Pain lives in our brain and when it reaches our heart we feel an earthquake in it
Then we kill ourselves and forget what will happen to our lovely people
If they are no more with us we are ready to hear bleeeeeeee…
When I told you hi why did you tell me bye
While you were laughing at my rhymes my eyes were crying
Your every hates every your fuckin tales gave me strength now I’m fine
But I’m trying to fly to an island where nobody finds my body
That’s why I want to die in a dessert alone
I don’t want to show my tears my world
They make me feel that my eyes are waterfalls
Tears make a face wet and burn a soul

If I die who will cry – nobody
If I fall who will help me – nobody
If you are my friends why you did you leave me alone
When I was in the war and you left me in a battle-front
I feel that everyone let me down
All I want to do is to scream so loud
Only mother is wiping my teary-eyes
Almost everyone kicked me, that’s why I’m down

No more drama no more mistakes I wanna sleep in dreams I’m going away
Where infinity is against the date where nobody wants not to see my face
My destiny betrayed its’ trust in order to shorten my happy days
I am not subordinate to my fortune I keep my eyes to the front and walk straight ahead
And that’s why my fuckin life is against me this is the war
And I am a bad soldier but I’m not gonna drop
If you wanna shot me grab your Glocks
But I will still write my lyrics with blood on the floor
Death doesn’t mean to lose
Get up man try to move
My friends – they can’t understand me
And I can’t understand friendship like this
I feel that everybody is up against me
But with nobody sometimes I feel free
Cuz the people who consider me their brother and son
In fact they desire to cut through my neck and arm
Now I know what is hidden in your heart
I am glad to show me your side
But still someone deep inside me is gonna cry
He is waiting for it for a while
Blood and tears are coming down together
My face is dark road and pain is my candle
I’m feeling emptiness and losing my level
Cuz I have an exact answer to this bloodsucking question

If I die who will cry – nobody
If I fall who will help me – nobody
If you are my friends why you did you leave me alone
When I was in the war and you left me in a battle-front
I feel that everyone let me down
All I want to do is to scream so loud
Only mother is wiping my teary-eyes
Almost everyone kicked me, that’s why I’m down