The Dream of Innocence

Stop making yourself stupid

Wingless eagle

I know some of you think who this nasty boy is
But let’s see what is going in my mind
I hope that one day I’ll be able to say my brother sorry
I’m the only who can take the ride
Only  he enjoys dancing to my song
Maybe one day I discover treasure of gold
But that will not be a miracle but the lucky door
Miracle will be when my brother is able to say words
God gave a mother a son then another one and it’s me
Second one was inspired by the first one that’s how it is
You keep sparkle in your head then it starts to be increased
In my case it started to pour on a paper sheet
I see people with no aim they do the same every day
I’ve no idea why they waste their days and hide in their frames
If I did the same I’d be in flame or in a grave
I am so voracios and I don’t give a fuck what fuckin gossips say
I am sure these fuckin lovely people around me want me to die
I made sure god will give me power to make my present fly
It’s difficult to have a glance at the truth as a beautiful side
They fuckin want to stop me but god’s already given me a hand
I see it in his cloudy eyes

Please god don’t take
Mum and dad away
Till they don’t burst into tears
On hearing my success
Little more fun
Little more time
Till we love each other so much
Till my mum doesn’t see my brother’s son
This is my biggest dream
And my great creed
Here flies the wingless eagle
One day his dream will become real
This hope makes me proud now
I’ve just heard his sound
I hear someone is crying so loud
And that’s my sad mum that’s how mother howls

Why am I so ambitious why am I so angry
I just wanna show people that nothing is impossible I hope you get it
They say ILIA’s dream is so unreal time will wreck it
But my pen and letter is in the bottle that I’ve thrown into the black sea
I usually see people study in private schools
They don’t usually know how poor people make a brotherhood
At the same time they can do lessons and for supper get some food
How important 50 cent is and the way of getting it on the light of the moon
I remember the sentence of the woman who gave me life
If your father had built the house anywhere I would have never met this spite
Now I don’t think I will ever forget people who left scars in her eyes
I just let throw me in the web of inspirational twilight
When I was writing these lyrics it was 2 a.m
And my brother was sitting next to me and looking at this text
He didn’t leave me while everybody was gone to bed
Now I see how kind his heart is. Why am I so bad?
I don’t need to wait for muse I write these verses at any time
Laughter of humiliation left its’ mark on my mind
Reality is the place where I am waiting for The Wingless Eagle to fly
I don’t believe in your hypocrisy I see your hypocritical cry
Envious people never got the balls
So you always have the time to get revenge drop by drop
The time makes you feel to get your rocks off
After childhood life becomes dog eat dog
If you wanna win you must be ready to put the clock back, yeah that’s right
You must make one mistake and correct it twice
But first one is enough to fall and die
Leave the door of way back home open but don’t say too early bye
It’s my life and Here is my wingless eagle
He is crying so loud but sounds like a whistle
Every day is a tragedy for him. He likes standing on the top of a hill
Look at this drama king “forgive me” but he is still crying for wings

Please god don’t take
Mum and dad away
Till they don’t burst into tears (here flies my wingless eagle)
On hearing my success (only the eagle)
Little more fun (only the eagle)
Little more time (only the eagle)
Till we love each other so much (only my eagle)
Till my mum doesn’t see my brother’s son (my wingless eagle)
This is my biggest dream (only mine)
And my great creed (only eagle)
Here flies the wingless eagle (only he)
One day his dream will become real (here flies my eagle)
This hope makes me proud now (without wing but he will fly)
I’ve just heard his sound (I am sure)
I hear someone is crying so loud (he will)
And that’s tears of joy that’s how mother howls
I told you mum