I don’t apologize

[intro]
Ayo
What are you waiting for?
You wanna capture the moment
Of putting me into the corner
This is what I call a Pipe dream
Cuz my words are stronger than your arms
Do you have a doubt
I’ll tell you literally

[Chorus]
(I don’t apologize (cuz) you’re waiting for it
You are telling me calm down while I don’t even worry
If I trust you, I’m sure you will make me Zombie
In this way your words will never come to my knowledge
Do I have to apologize? Sir sorry
What your plan is I have already known it
Laughter of humiliation won’t help you to get a glory
This conversation is becoming so boring)

[Verse: 1]
Every tear means worry no matter when you cry
But you will never see purer drops than the tears of night
Nobody sees no one hears what you’re doing tonight
They are so shy they appears when all eyes are blind
I never believe in these guys who show the people their pains
I don’t even understand why people listen what they say
These people make me feel that the whole mankind is the same
I’m thinking you are hypocrite or trying to be a sage
You gotta believe that I am strong as long as I am a pawn
Or when I become a king, as it is, it will be clear I always was
You got lack of faith sometimes it’s not your fault
But often we correct mistakes which are not our own
People don’t change themselves we stare ‘em from the different sides
To know one person lifetime is not enough but it’s still our exercise
Life is nice till you are lied to, 100 times like a child
But then you still believe what you are told this is how you realize

[Chorus]
I don’t apologize (cuz) you’re waiting for it
You are telling me calm down while I don’t even worry
If I trust you, I’m sure you will make me Zombie
In this way your words will never come to my knowledge
Do I have to apologize? Sir sorry
What your plan is I have already known it
Laughter of humiliation won’t help you to get a glory
This conversation is becoming so boring

[Verse: 2]
They say that Ilia doesn’t think about reality he is one more daydreamer
He doesn’t want to do anything he is fuckin lazy villager
Unserious, impolite, impudent he goes hither and thither
This is what I am called and I call them just chickens
Some people ignore me, it is funny. So I don’t give a damn
I look to these motherfuckers as a turd on a pan
Just one little right deed is enough to call them a legend
Standing on my hand on ground doesn’t mean I’m holding a planet
All you are is bomb planting anytime I want
Causing no shock, crawling on my floor and this is what I mock
This is the way you try to attract my attention, is it worth?
It’s like surprising unsurprisable and unsurpassable but escapable midnight ghost
I am faded like a leaf of platanus in fall
I’ll say good bye to the host and fall down on a mall
And I am afraid that soon, I will be no more
But I gotta feeling I’ll grow like the way needle grows

[Chorus]
I don’t apologize (cuz) you’re waiting for it
You are telling me calm down while I don’t even worry
If I trust you, I’m sure you will make me Zombie
In this way your words will never come to my knowledge
Do I have to apologize? Sir sorry
What your plan is I have already known it
Laughter of humiliation won’t help you to get a glory
This conversation is becoming so boring

[Verse: 3]
You are right if you think that my words are holophrasis
I am sending you my words but you get it like it is an incomprehensible language
You don’t want to hear. You prefer to eat your sandwich
And till you full up your stomach it will be too late
You are still in your shit and you think this is the paradise
See, it is funny that you are still waiting for my apologize
I thought I reckoned (on) my path for my life
But I guess I chose wrong way that would never be mine
Maybe I am talking so much that I’m making a regress
You are not gonna change your position so I think I will never regret
You want my life to become worse this is no more secret
Maybe I am not better than you and here is my little request
God give me enough wisdom, to beg is all I can
To apologize my brother for being so fuckin bad
Now I live through my shit here is where I am
But I am looking for the way to get myself out of this goddamn place
That’s the difference

[Chorus]
I don’t apologize (cuz) you are not the one who diserved it
You didn’t apologize and why should I worry
If I trust you, I’m sure you will make me Zombie
In this way your words will never come to my knowledge
Do I have to apologize? Sir sorry
What your plan is I have already known it
Laughter of humiliation won’t help you to get a glory
This conversation is becoming so boring