see you soon xo

I got over fear of death when I realized I feared the living
I got over fear of life when I realized it could be giving
Everything I ever wanted, everything I'm missing
Every story ending means a new one is beginning
I was seven miles away from kissing so I ran
I was fourteen days with her when she closed off our span
She betrayed my trust, I betrayed a friend
Honestly, I'm glad this part of life is at its end
Hm, so here I am
In the backseat of the car, highway again
It's 8 PM and we all have our belongings
City traffic lights come in and hit my face
I have my bro, I hold his hand
As I look out the window, Lisbon fading through the background
Vô said I should be open to new things, I had my back down
Like it's up against the wall
I promise I'll return and pick up calls
I saw a cute girl the other day, I got her Insta' now
Pity that I had to leave the city but we'll still hang out
Write a verse or two on my phone before the headache comes
I wonder what Mom would think of this, would she be really proud?

I don't know
I hope so

Got to know you as a Mom, but never as a person
Or maybe I do know you through myself so I preserve it
Even tho survival mode proving it isn't worth it
Got into a new school next September, kinda nervous
Kinda nervous, kinda worried
Kinda different, kinda perfect
Kinder people, more mature
That's what I wish, a finner version
Of myself
I'm slowly working on like music, finding purpose
Funny how the best things don't come by your life on purpose
That's a fact, have no caps
I ain't really standing out
But I also have no limits after that, I'm letting out
A little tiny warning, this is only 2018
By 2024 I'll be living all of my dreams (watch me)
These past few years I was living wrong, idle
Now what I have in mind is to become a strong tidal
Second chance in my new city, this is no bye, though
I see Lisbon through my window I just say "song title"

See you soon
Twist
Heh
Twist