Why am i not dead yet?

[Intro]
I’m so tired, I’m so tired
I’m so tired, tired, tried, I’m so tired

[Verse 1]
I’m feeling strange and I don’t like change
I don't wanna be here, just wanna feel, yeah
Here I lie, yeah
Lying awake and scared of my fear
Fearing I’m scared

[Chorus]
I’m making rhymes up
Taking your time up
Making you think why won’t this motherfucker shut up?
I’m making shit up as I go along
All I wanna do is stay home and just hit the bong

[Verse 2]
Why am I not dead yet?
How am I still here?
Do you ever feel like you wanna disappear? (Poof!)
It’s an age old question
Low and behold
All the secrets of lifе and living
That only you could know

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t wanna keep on demonstrating
All the ways I’m not creativе
Frustrating, It’s so degrading yeah

[Chorus]
I’m making rhymes up
Taking your time up
Making you think why won’t this motherfucker shut up?
I’m making shit up as I go along
All I wanna do is stay home and just hit the bong

[Bridge]
La la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la, yeah

[Outro]
I’m feeling shitty
Itty bitty
I’m feeling shitty in the Itty bitty Shitty Committee
I’m never gonna make a living
With all these braincells the weed is killing
I just want the feeling to come organically please