THIS BLOWS CHUNKS

[Verse 1]
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Past mistakes take a hold of me
And hold me in a prison to torment me (oh oh)
Not aging fast enough, I feel I’m way behind
Immaturity between almost every line
Telling myself that I’ll change this time
Fall back in the habit of killing my mind

[Chorus]
Yeah, this blows chunks
Yeah, this fucking sucks and
It shouldn’t hurt this bad
I shouldn’t be this sad, no
Feeling sorry for myself
“Why? Just control yourself”
Getting better, yeah I’m fine
I think I’m a better guy, right?

[Verse 2]
I’m ashamed of who I was
Lied to make myself seem fucked
Shock value to feel famous
Hate myself and then regret it
W-w-wanting to be bad
To take away the sad
Wanting to fix the pain
By letting them move on in their own way

[Chorus]
Yeah, this blows chunks
Yeah, this fucking sucks and
It shouldn’t hurt this bad
I shouldn’t be this sad, no
F-f-feeling sorry for myself
“Why? Just go get some help!”
Getting better, yeah I’m fine
I think I’m a better guy, right?

[Bridge]
And I’m so sorry
And I’m so sorry for who I once was
And I’m so mortified of all the shit I’ve done
When I didn’t know better but I should of known better
No more of the excuses
Wasn’t the best person, turned into a version
That fuckin’ blew it
And I’ll separate myself
Cause I know I’m not that person now
Yeah I got help and bettered myself
And I wish I could repay
All the damage that I’ve made
But there are no words to say
To relieve them of their pain

[Chorus]
Yeah, this blows chunks
Yeah, this fucking sucks and
It shouldn’t hurt this bad
I shouldn’t be this sad, no
I felt sorry for myself
Then I grew up and got help
Getting better, yeah I’m fine
I think I’m a better guy, right?

[Outro]
(Yeah this blows chunks)
Right, right, right?
(Yeah, this fucking sucks and)
(It shouldn’t hurt this bad)
I’m a better guy, I can do it right
(I shouldn’t be this sad, no)
(All the shit I’ve done, all shit I’ve done)
I can do it, I can do it, I can do it right
(All the shit I’ve done, all the shit I’ve done)
I can do it right, I can do it right, right now
(I think I’m a better guy right)