I Want To Die (Sometime In The Future, I’m Not Suicidal)

[Verse 1]
Not to be a nihilist
But I'm sure there's nothing after this
Not to be a hypocrite
But could you be more optimistic?
Wanting to inspire a few
Or maybe just inspire you
Want to be able to entertain
But I'm a narcissistic pain
I wanna lose weight
Well that's really fucking hard
I wanna live to eighty-eight
But that's thinking too far
I wanna be a girl
Maybe then you'd like me more
I wish I was like cheese
'Cause I'd expire more quickly

[Chorus]
I wish I was special
To people more than my parents
I wish I owned an apartment
Instead of living with parents
I wish it was apparent
I could never be a parent
But I wanna be a parent
Am I being transparent?

[Verse 2]
I want to die, but not right now
Sometime in the future, when the world is shit!
I-I-I, don't care when I die
I-I-I, am satisfied

[Verse 3]
Not to be a (I-I-I) nihilist
But I'm sure there's nothing after this
(Don't care when I die)
Not to be a (I-I-I) hypocrite
But could you be more optimistic? (Am satisfied)

[Bridge]
I want to die, but not right now
I'm dying in the future
In the future, future
I want to die, but not right now
Sometime in the future
Sometime in the future, future, future

[Chorus]
I wish I was special
To people more than my parents
I wish I owned an apartment
Instead of living with parents
I wish it was apparent
I could never be a parent
But I wanna be a parent
Am I being transparent?