I wanna be funny again

[Verse 1]
I wanna be funny again
Was I ever funny before?
I hate being serious
I need to be serious more
I’m stuck in my own damn world
I’m so immature
What am I here for?
Shut up, stop talking about your worth

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m here
Who cares?
I need to slow down
Time to ground myself back down down
Here, I need my job
Why do I wanna quit my job?
I hate my job, actually
It’s better than any other job

[Chorus]
Con, Contradicting
All the tiny dumb things that I
Con, conning all my feelings
I lie, lie, lie, never leak my insides

[Verse 2]
Outside
I’m in my head
Inside
My head is dead
Please find
Some time to look
Insidе
And find what’s wrong

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, Tell me
Now, pleasе
Help me grow up
I need to not be stuck, oh I’m so stuck
Here, I think too much
Why do I always eat so much
I fear too much, and honestly
I’m just a little bit out of touch

[Chorus]
Con, Contradicting
All the tiny dumb things that I-I-I
Con, control the meaning
I’ll fly away once I become alive

[Bridge]
And I wanna be funny again
Was I ever funny back then?
Ha ha ha, ha ha ha
I wanna be funny and then
I’ll finally make some friends
Ha ha ha, ha ha ha

[Outro]
Find out what is wrong
Can you find out what is wrong?
Find out what is wrong
Can you find out what is wrong?
I need to know before I go
It’s getting old, I’m letting go