Inspired

I don't really know what comes next
I'm just doing my best, even though
I'm so stressed out
Everything just feels like a test
That I fail so depressed
When I can't seem to get out

But something deep inside won't let me quit
I swear that I'm inspired by all this shit
Tell me that I can't and I won't
That's what guides me the most
Fuck your lies, I'll do what I want!

I'm inspired by thirst
I'm inspired by worth
I desire your worst
So you can just hide while I work
I ain't tired you first
I'll write a second, third verse
About the lies you go disperse
You never did shit I know it hurts

Something deep inside won't let me quit
I swear that I'm inspired by all this shit
Tell me that I can't and I won't
That's what guides me the most
Fuck your lies, I'll do what I want!