This is the Hill I’ve Decided to Die On

This is the hill I've decided to die on
Me with the nail gun and you on the cross
Ruining something I know I rely on
So this is the part where you beg me to stop

Do I still smoke? Honey, I am not quitter
I'm a dog with a bone
And an instinct to fight give up? Oh please
I was raised with a sister
So I'll keep on poking the bear 'til it bites
Then I say "I knew he would"
Of course, I was right
What did I think was gonna happen?
You don't get the guy and still
Get to be a madman tearing down houses
Of course you get flattened
Hurting you babе, of course I got abandoned
Hurting you babe, of coursе I got abandoned

This is the hill I've decided to die on
Somebody loves me, well that was their bad
'Stead of holding your hand
I held mine under the iron
Why you wouldn't join me
I couldn't understand

This is the moment I see what I'm wrecking
Like a drunk driver hitting that
Deer in the rain
I don't remember much of what led up to it
I just know there I was calling your name
And telling you babe
Swear it wasn't a mistake

What did I think was gonna happen?
You don't get the guy and still
Get to be a madman tearing down houses
Of course you get flattened
Hurting you babe, of course I got abandoned
Hurting you babe, of course I got abandoned
Where did I think that this was going?
I never do right by the people I owe things
End up alone, just like eve fucked up adam
Hurting you babe, of course I got abandoned
Hurting you babe, of course I got abandoned