Bad Intentions
I said I'd never leave but I had to lie
Had to leave had to be that better guy
Seems deceiving when my wicked eye
Was on the other girls
Feeling like the worst human alive
So I broke up and let the rest go to rest
Stress for the test
Leaving nothing left but the heart out of my chest
Locked it away
But I opened it open and the feelings went astray
Days turned to weeks
Weeks turned to bender
Never fucking ender
Became a pretender
Few days wanted to end ah
But then I remembered last September
I was in a shit hole but I go out of it
No doubt
Climbing these mountains
I was proud of it
Proud of Kiz
Proud to be the man that I is
What it is
If you looking for the show biz
Then I'm next up
Next to nothing
Uncontrollable
Untouchable
Un-comparable
Blacked out like your eyes when I'm rolling you
Its your move what you gonna do
Sometimes you gotta do shit the that you don't want to
Pursue the bitch
If you wanna make it to the top
Gotta be ruthless
All slurred out like I'm toothless
Who's this
I'm not with the new wave
I'm new school
New shades
And there to cool
Bolted it up with the loose screws
Detective like I'm blues clues
You all look the same
So who's who
Loosing my brain from the cane
Shit that we just getting used to
Saying I'm gonna quit
Last a week
But what's new
Already know what I gotta do
It's mapped out
Planned before I was born
Ain't sitting in that trap house
Rats talk to rats
Shits blurred or its blacked out
Smacked out
Snakes seem to gather in that crack house
Nothing new in this town
Everybody wanna rap now
Shetty dacked
No react
Then its back to back down
Lacing tracks to the tracks
That's a wrap to this rap now
She psycho all drama
Landscape panorama
Suited up with my armour
Smoking shit just for laughter
Ha ha
Going back to the days with my father
Memory fades
Holes in the plaster
Getting better by the minute
But these seconds getting harder
What can I say
Taking shit for granted
Living day by day
Minute to minute
I've been stressing hate to admit
Lonely as fuck when I'm coming down
Nobody seems to be coming round
Yeah
So I'm trapped in my own mind
Triple locked it
Lost it
Got back up stood tall with the posture
Whats your life worth
Ask your self
What'd it cost ya
Beaten down to my last bone
Now I've fucking lost her
So I'm taking my time and breathing slowly
Heavy thoughts on my mind
But they ain't gonna own me
Watch over your shoulder
Half them cats ain't your homie
You don't know me
My hearts back in my chest
And that's where its home be