Happiest of Days

I need your affection
And not your intentions now
It's almost 10 in the morning
Your mind is still soaring now
And I know you're gone
I know you're strong

I pushed back the pressure
And savor the treasure now
I almost muddied the water
I made sure I caught her
Right when I knew you're on
And I know you're strong

And it's so hard to see
You staring right past me
While we're struggling through the happiest of days
And what you're feeling now
Just feels so wrong somehow
Still we're struggling through the happiest of days
You'll say

And I didn't see it like the rest of us
Having to keep things to myself
And every day there's something it's pulling me again
But I'm understanding
It's clear

Well if keeps you from crying
And brings you back trying now
I shudder to mention
Let's bury the tension now
I know you're strong
And I know you're on

And it's so hard to see
You staring right past me
While we're struggling through the happiest of days
And what you're feeling now
Seems so wrong somehow
Still we're struggling through the happiest of days
And it's so hard to see
You staring right past me
While we're struggling through the happiest of days
And what you're feeling now
Seems so wrong somehow
Still we're struggling through the happiest of days, you'll say