Now I Know (feat. Champagne Charlie & the Wah Wahs)
The winter sun hangs low in the sky, it's blinding my eyes
The reflection pool in the plaza is empty, I hear that it's pretty
That reminds me, you used to live here
And tell me about the giant cathedral
Funny how now it's on my walk home
But you're not around anymore
I was a pretty lousy friend, wasn't I?
I didn't know why when you started to cry that one time when I told you a joke
I didn't know why you'd wanna bleed yourself dry
Now I know, now I know, now I know
You tried to tell me about the weight on your back and the rocks in your path
You tried to tell me about the demons inside and I fell asleep that night
A few years later, I ran into your roommate
And she told me about what she found in your drawers
Funny how now I've got demons of my own
So I can finally sympathize
And apologize
I didn't know why when you started to cry that one time when I told you a joke
I didn't know why you'd wanna bleed yourself dry
Now I know, now I know, now I know
And I was a fool for never replying that one time when you mailed me a note
I didn't know why you'd wanna bleed yourself dry
Now I know, now I know, now I know
And I have no weight in your life anymore, wouldn't blame you for writing me off
But what if I told you that all of your scars have been etched into somebody's arms?
So you can stop trying to bleed yourself dry 'cause he loves you, he loves you, my friend
And I love you my long lost friend
And I hope that this isn't the end