The Beginning

I don't know where to begin I guess the beginning
The beginning of a new creation in His Name
The name of Jesus
I'm prolly crazy but when I need ya
Y'all were never there so I bleeded
All my blood so He came and gave me His
Thought I was gonna die but He died for all my sins
I bled on her that's why I can't forgive
Myself cuz she never did nun except pretend
To show me love cause if you did I'll still exist
In your mind like you in mine but He came and cleansed
So I can find myself and make amends
Ooh I won't blind myself inside her lense
I used to cry by myself like I'm a kid
She knew and never helped so I gave up to Him
I'm on my knees praying to Jesus, give me peace
But in return I gotta make this for the King
Cuz He restores my soul for His name
And because He loves me, His love ain't fake
Telling me you're here for me but no you ain't
I feel like every time it's said it's so cliché
You think you'll rise better than Jesus out His grave
Tryna fix my problems when you can't fix your mistakes
I gotta start leaving it in his hands
He made the Heavens and earth so He can
Take care of my needs and my wants for His plan
I need the one who came to die as a man
Rose and He left cuz His kingdom at hand
Pouring His blood like wine to dance with His bride
Metaphors over the head of your mind
I used to wear a disguise
But everything I wore said I'm wrong
For leaving His kingdom for lies
And wanting to die inside my thoughts
But I came back then You revived me as a new creation thought I was long gone
But He never left my side
That means He was there all along
All Along !
I know He will be by my side
It's the beginning of the freedom in Christ
If you tell me I'm the same that's a lie
I was dead now look at me I'm alive
I know You will be by my side
It's the beginning of the freedom in Life
The old me passed away that's a sign
That I was dead now look at me I'm alive
Alive cuz I'm risen from the dead
Just like He was risen from the dead
I've suicide but I did it in my head
All in my mind but He came to resurrect
Me from her collection of bodies in depression
But Jesus came and nailed it in the cross execution
I'm a mess but He'll take care the rest
I'm a fool thinking I can live without Him in my chest
But now You live in me and I abide in you
When I thought there was nothing else you had never left
You've taken Misery and placed her out of me
Now I can sleep with your peace in my head
I never thought I would see
Joy in the morning cuz I've never seen
No light in the darkness now Son is in me
Shining a light to where I never seen
My shield and my rock will protect where I be
Near is your presence that keepeth me clean
You are the essence of my entire being
My entire being
Was shaken up so I seesaw
Woke me up from the dream y'all
Be calm and know He's God
Reached out cuz I need ya
Salvation is a being y'all
Hesitation will leave ya
Here while I leave see y'all
Don't let it be late cuz time will be gone