I'm on My Knees

I'm on my knees praying to you
Waiting to hear your voice
Make me feel at ease
I'm on my knees
I'm on my knees
I'm on my knees

Heavenly Father I come before your presence
Praying to you cus I haven't felt your holy essence
Look at my life and tell me what can I do to stop this
Problem to problem every problem keeps me disconnected
I got blessings
That come and go I'm helpless
You tell me to get on my knees to at least express it
I come to tell the truth I confess it
But the past comes to get me and I got lust that keeps attacking
I try to keep my focus
Help me to not be hopeless
It feels like I got every demon tryna stop my motives
I try to keep going while every doubt tells me no it makes me feel so worthless
I run fast but to you I'm the slowest
And supposably I am trying my hardest
My heart is filled with every guilt that I harness
And acting like I live without a propose
And feeling like I died with every ounce of my courage

I'm on my knees praying to you
Waiting to hear your voice
Make me feel at ease
I'm on my knees
I'm on my knees
I'm on my knees

What you think that I came here to lie?
Cus I believe without You there's no way I'll survive
I might be a different person when I step out my lines
But it's cus I wanna stay positive when I live my life
For me it's trouble some not to cry
But it's my heart that sheds the tears when it's ripped inside
I'm in my bag when I'm alone most of the time
I keep the sad train going, if you relate step inside
I got several tears that I swear they fell on the floor
It's like I died and there's spears in my corps
My passion will be my career yes I'm sure
People ask me what's my plan B a factory or poor?
I keep pretending like it doesn't get to me
Every doubt that people have cus they quit following their dreams
I know I'm facing away were you're facing
And I know you'll stay their waiting

I'm on my knees praying to you
Waiting to hear your voice
Make me feel at ease
I'm on my knees
I'm on my knees
I'm on my knees

I know I've strayed but I ask for forgiveness with this heart of mine
Sometimes I ask why it's me when I'm going through a tribulation
And then I remember that all of my sins are forgiven cus of your son Jesus
It doesn't matter what I'm going threw cus I know you're there with me
Every step that I've took I thank you Lord for everything you've done
And even if I'm far from you my heart will always be yours
Forever and more until the day I'm at your door