Far Away

I know your feelings are far away
Far away
I want these feelings to go away
Go away
I should've never had letchu go
We should've went for a second go
Now I hate being so far away
Far away
I think about you almost every day
I know you got nuttin to say
But don't say anything because I'll break
I wanted to give you my brain
But you ain't coming for my mental pain
I should've never complained
About wanting someone on my face
When I had it my attention never paid
I'm fucking stupid cuz I let it age
Over time it sweald like a sting
I'm still goin thru it, floods in the rain
I'm taking my time draining all my ink
Poison arrow is what Cupid brang
Fucking up what I have gained
But fuck it, I'll put it to run on a train
And let it be fucked like the feelings I gave
I never knew how bad Sindy taste
Until my tongue went in her veins
She thinks she Betty Boo but she stank
Had a bitch that had thighs and a cake
This ain't nuttin new but I caved
Turned me to a slave cuz her sea got the waves
I'm burning fuel in this tank
The fuel is the oxygen that I breathe
I would've made you into my queen
But I pushed you away
I'm so used to moving in this speed
That I backslid and ended up strained
You say I did nothing but I disagree
I didn't say yes when you asked me if I was okay
I could've settled this right away
Now you're so far I can't reach
I know your feelings are far away
Far away
I want these feelings to go away
Go away
I should've never had letchu go
We should've went for a second go
Now I hate being so far away
Far away
This distance we have is so far away
Far away
I can't stop thinking if you okay
Is'u okay
You should've never had let me go
I thought I'll move on but I can't let go
Now I hate being so far away
Far away
I was at the sea trying to catch fish
Caught one and I threw it back in like a motherfucking baptist
I cannot believe how I've acted
Even now I'm still trying to perceive how I'm actin
Like a bitch I've turned sensitive on this topic
I bet someone else wheeled her back in
I should've thought before acting
Now I'm tearing up when I think of her and the madness
I feel like I became one with the ratchet
I'm about to clink like a mansion
Having a fake laugh is a habit
My bad if I sound like I'm mad cuz I'm average
I need a cast as a bandage, I need a real laugh and a casket
I'm about to pass cuz they flaccid
I wanna go back to the past and undo what is has been
Cuz I don't want this sadness
Might as well forget about me
You're a diamond well and I am drowning
Inside my hell, I'm the bounty
That you should kill, look down at me
I know you'd say don't say that about me
But if I'm right would you still doubt me
And if it's how I feel then let it be
Don't listen to how I am venting
I was the fault, I never thought I would appall you
I was in awe, you were my all
At the time but I didn't know what I had in my palm
Success for some happiness is what I wanted after all
But I fucked up it all, I'm starting to crawl
And when I start to walk I'm bout to go on
Keep moving on and hopefully
If you want me back I'll be gone
I know your feelings are far away
Far away
I want these feelings to go away
Go away
I should've never had letchu go
We should've went for a second go
Now I hate being so far away
Far away
This distance we have is so far away
Far away
I can't stop thinking if you okay
Is'u okay
You should've never had let me go
I thought I'll move on but I can't let go
Now I hate being so far away
Far away