Left Alone

[Intro]
I feel your hands latched on my throat
Why do I keep you close to me?

[Verse 1]
How many times do you think I swear
That I'll keep coming back
Even though you won't care?

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Until I'm gone
I'll watch you wish upon a million stars
And in the end we'll fall
Across the sky to give you everything
You fuckin' want it all
Is this the part where you keep begging me
To just accept your flaws?
Your motherfucking faults

[Chorus]
And when I hide behind a closed door
I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more
Don't tell me you think I could fuckin' show more
I'm anxious, and I'm so sure
That I'm better when I'm left alone
I know I'm better when I'm left alone
I said I'm better when I'm left alone

[Verse 2]
I do better when I can forget about you
That's the deepest cut I won't cover
No need for love, I won't suffer
I don't bleed the same as no others
So, what the fuck you want from me
But lots of company?
But I don't smile when you sit in front of me
Expecting love right after what you've done to me
The day you die I'd hate to be the one you see

Is it my fault?
Blurring up the same lines
Can't read it with the paint dries
We've been living on the same lies
But that shit don't matter now, does it?
Remember how they were trying to save us, now, fuck it
I can keep on and on about nothing
'Cause whenever you was trying to change me, I wasn't

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Gonna leave me to grace you
We need to face truth
Breathe deep, escape you
Knees weak, I may lose
All my fucking faith to break through
But I'm never gonna make it through the night
I don't give a fuck about a fight
I've been putting up with one my whole life
So you need to keep the fuck away from mine

[Chorus]
And when I hide behind a closed door
I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more
Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more
I'm anxious, and I'm so sure
That I'm better when I'm left alone
I know I'm better when I'm left alone
I'm better when I'm left the fuck alone

[Outro]
(Feel your hands latched on my throat)
I'm better when I'm left the fuck alone
(Why do I keep you close to me?)
I said I'm better when I'm left alone