Coda

I woke up in the border of chaos and order
Vivid dreams and strange memories
Jokester, a trickster, and a romancer
I do this on my own
Nowadays it's all black and white like the keys of a piano
The world needs more color and love but what do I know
Drive around the snow as I watch out for potholes
I heard God talking but it's overshadowed by El Diablo

Things that you don't know
Best to keep it so

A massive shadow cast over our futures present past
To face the ultimate horror
Pathetic beauty exposed by longing
A song for nothing
As our secret ode to destruction
Enshrined by grace
In a world so strange
No one fucking cares
Nothing reigns
Nothing makes sense
Silence ringing
Hatred
Putrid fucking evil
Life in death
The sword in you is shining
Brilliant, blinding
Chaos within still hiding
Kill
Fight it
After all, still fighting
Love
Undying
Through a world so frightening

Once it was too much I just tried to collapse
Like a child in a garden
Lay on my back on the grass
Dream about a portal to another world and laugh
Reality escape is just another game
Dirty drugs since 13 and think it's just the fame
The modern dream about being invincible and walk the streets again
In heaven everything's fine
Just hear my words don't read between the lines
Got the world on my shoulders
Throw it off