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Feeling lucky
Heads down thumbs up
Remembering before there was blood in the cup
Elixir in my chalice I started doing drugs
Shit was just like honey
Before the push came to shove
Sizzle in the pipe
I was crushed watching my eyes close
The loud turning to the dust
The hands reached out, time froze
Im back to where I was
Back to the crossroad
Overcome let the boulder roll over me
Grief drove me places where they wouldn't notice me
Swinging from the chandeliers we tore up the upholstery
Upholding what you swore to me, ringfinger through health and sickness
I dropped out of college lost my way with my forgiveness
I scrapped visions, voice shriveled to a whisper
Inching towards insanity, the definition of a blister
Irritated
Erupted, false security mid flight
When the clouds make you feel like you still but your lungs fight
Gasp for air waking up late nights
Early days, stage fright with people I knew my whole life
Passing by, gave me the thumbs up said live life
Meant Goodbye, your grasp missed me when I got spit out the sky
Side stepped, it was spiteful it was on sight
Everyday day missing you twisting the knife
Fly kites in the lighting
How many times it strike before you go inside
Tempting fate with posture I stood up in the firefight
All the bullets came from my side, no surprise
Cease fire in the hole
Had to bleed the bones dry
( reversed ) crossed fates
Hang me on the spire
Warning to the public
Like dont be too inspired
Fingers fall away with the winds of time
Grip tired
Amputate me
Im not a game im a glitch an affliction
Dont try and play me
Y2k technology
Operating system crash self fufilling prophecy
Out the scene
Left my notebook at home
Collecting all the feelings with nowhere for them to go
Thumbs out the function then I hit the road
Sun burning out with the passage of time
It gets cold
Explodes then the space takes ahold of the soul
Thumbs up somewhere along the road
Please Just pick me up and take me home
Thumbs up somewhere along the road
Pat myself on the back
Walk my sorry ass home