Antlers/Skinwalker

Can't open up, got plugged
Filled to the brim like a mug
People wanna come take a sip
Tell them sit down, I ain't gonna spit, yeah
Yeah, I got a wit on me, I know I'm smart
Doc said the IQ placed off the chart
Classrooms used to look dark
Old bus yards, damn things hardly ever start
Me and other kids always were apart
Now a couple of 'em coming tryna sell a cart
They all got a lot of luck like a dart game
Probably never gonna know that life is hard
Was always jealous, but of what?
As a child I would envy
But now I'm older and don't really give a fuck

Wandering the woods, found the antlers of a buck
Covered by the dead, brown leaves
Color of a cream, large as a flat screen
Bunch of bones scattered all over the scene
They were a crown to a king
Now they lay alone, not a lot of meaning so it seems
That's the look of life to me
There's a lotta hype to be something big
But we all die in the end
So why do we try to pretend?
Keep a lotta fake a friends
Let our characters bend
If asked if we're happy, it depends
All the little things that we spend
Dollars printed never really mend
Can you shut the fuck up?

Feeling mean, kids, don't look at the screen
Spit so rough, barf bile, goo's green
I'm a little nuts, see a face in the wall
I could talk to it, walk through it
Paint what I saw, ease pain with a saw
Rip through a man, easy as a brown bear's claw
Catch flukes, crazy, eating that shit raw
Maggots gotta hate, highlighting a flaw
Pay no heed, planning how to make them bleed
Oughta stomp shit, have them eating from a straw
Regress, take them back, regrets? Not at all
Bloodline feral, K9's gonna maul
Take 'em off a leash, they leap, never stall
Better hope you can run, if not you gon' crawl
Claim you never cry? Yeah, I bet I'll make you bawl
I know freaks that'll catch you all
Bury bones under boards, wear skin as a shawl
I'm a loon, no match for a goon
Watch through a window, lids thin, zoom
Look at the moon, not a talker
Stick to myself in the woods, skinwalker