cover me in sheets until this all blows over

I push so hard
And yet I fall
Discovering
That I am weak
I push so hard
To bear it all

I'm looking for someone to tell me
Exactly where I'm headed
And no one's around me
I'm tryna learn my lesson
What is it?
Cause maybe there's no rhyme or no reason
Just selfish
Just envy
Just changing with the seasons
Like breathing
Like seeing the things around me weaken
No weeping
No screaming
Don't fight my inner demons
I'm wounded
I'm beaten
Nothing can stop me seething
I always keep feeling as if I'm always dreaming

I push so hard
To bear it all

I push so hard
And yet I fall
Discovering
That I am weak
I push so hard
To bear it all
I push so hard
And yet I fall
Discovering
That I am weak
I push so hard
To bear it all