face first

Long days spent looking spaced out in the winter
Don't know how to handle myself when I'm winning
Feels so right when I'm down so simple
I feel so removed from myself as a person

How do I live when I feel so free
There ain't nothing that I got worth complaining
Still feel a hole, still feel sick
Am I gonna forever live with this?

Like it when I fall face first anyway
I can't understand what I wanna convey
Head feels better in the dirt
Like it when I fall face first
Like it when I fall face first anyway
I can't understand what I wanna convey
Head feels better in the dirt
Like it when I fall face first

Long days spent looking spaced out in the winter
Don't know how to handle myself when I'm winning
Don't know if I'm healed cause I'm only ever injured
Better in the dirt, face down, disappearing
Face facts, it was never meant to last
Why do all emotions but sadness feel fleeting
And it's getting old fast
It's making me feel like I'm better off stuck in the past

Like it when I fall face first anyway
I can't understand what I wanna convey
Head feels better in the dirt
Like it when I fall face first
Like it when I fall face first anyway
I can't understand what I wanna convey
Head feels better in the dirt
Like it when I fall face first