.
It be lights off, blinds closed when I come around
Everybody cautious, nauseous to make a sound
Make me feel like I'm in a ghost town
Went and tried to make things right, but I'm back now
Another night gone, no talk when I'm feeling down
Gotta stay focused on gaining a bigger crowd
I don't fit into the background
So I write and hope to not die 'fore I take a bow
Know things never go the right way
They ain't gotta say, happens every fucking day, when I
See a prying eyes' cold gaze
Freeze every part of me, think I might break
Asking everything of me, cause they expect to know the answer
Thought I had a mask on, just cause I was past them
Always on 100, never fronting, not an actor
Had to man up, cause I'm born as a bastard
It be lights off, blinds closed when I come around
Everybody cautious, nauseous to make a sound
Make me feel like I'm in a ghost town
Went and tried to make things right, but I'm back now
Another night gone, no talk when I'm feeling down
Gotta stay focused on gaining a bigger crowd
I don't fit into the background
So I write and hope to not die 'fore I take a bow
Gotta go, gotta go
Never where you at cause I don't like to leave my home
Nobody was there for me, so I kept it in my dome
Knowing not to trust anybody except my own
Always been alone
But I learned how to move the dough
Now I make a couple grand when I'm posted at a show
Couple years ago y'all were talking like I'll never get a flow
Now I'm noticed for the rhymes that I spit, hoe
Never slack, cause I'm tryna put my ass on the map
What I lack, I make up for talking facts
All black
So they never see me standing in the back
Blood bath if I ever hear somebody talking flak
No strap
Why you all wanna throw hands?
Why you all mad that you bland?
That I am what I am?
This ain't what anybody had planned
Put my middle finger up to the world cause I can
It be lights off, blinds closed when I come around
Everybody cautious, nauseous to make a sound
Make me feel like I'm in a ghost town
Went and tried to make things right, but I'm back now
Another night gone, no talk when I'm feeling down
Gotta stay focused on gaining a bigger crowd
I don't fit into the background
So I write and hope to not die 'fore I take a bow
I look to the sky
When I'm by myself, so nightly
And I'll never close my eyes
'til I work around my psyche
I fucked up a couple times
I won't stop unless it's right again
They lights be off but I don't care
The sun will come, we'll lose our sight