1,000 Julys

[Verse 1: Stephan Jenkins]
Planning my attack just before you come back around
Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't know how to back down
I never fit in, I don't belong
But you know it doesn't matter when we're feeling strong
'Cause I'm a vampire y'all
And we toast the blood of our enemies
You're still scaring me no, you're scaring me no
And we don't fit in
Don't fit in

[Verse 2: Stephan Jenkins]
Wonder what it's like when you're living with someone like me
I'm a freak and I'm nervous when it's easy
Feral days, and I'm sex crazed
I put it in with my animal ways and
That's the sign I was born to be living in
I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin
You can calm me down, I can't say why
You say goodbye, you burn my eyes
You burn my eyes

[Chorus: Stephan Jenkins]
A thousand Julys
I hope you'll find I'd give you the words, but no words come to mind
But you turn me so cold, so I tell you lies
When you let me in, it's like a thousand Julys

[Verse 3: Stephan Jenkins]
When you left for good, I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I don't blame you, and I know I'm not your friend
How we living? Young American
I guess I've always known
I'd be on my own (I'd be on my own)
And I don't know why, I don't know why (I don't know why)

[Chorus: Stephan Jenkins]
A thousand Julys, I know you'll find
And I'd say the words, but no words come to mind
But you let me in, and I don't know why
When you cum, it's like a thousand Julys

[Guitar Solo: Kevin Cadogan]

[Bridge: Stephan Jenkins]
A thousand Julys
That's what you are
And I'd tell you to come back now, but we've gone to far
And we've burned it out now
I don't even try
But I feel you gone
I've lost a thousand Julys

[Outro: Stephan Jenkins]
You save oceans, baby
You save oceans, baby
You save oceans, baby
You save oceans