On Becoming Willing

I'm not asleep but I need to wake up
It's never enough
I have depth to my cup
This is no joke
Don't want to fight
Maybe I'll end it all on this night

Father can you feel me?
I'm on my knees
I'm reaching out and I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out

Maybe there's still time to find a way out
I just need something
I need it right now
Feeling so weak
I'm in pain
Tell me there has to be a better way

Father can you feel me?
I'm on my knees
I'm reaching out and I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out

Father can you hear me?
I think I might be freaking out
And I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out

Father can you feel me?
I'm on my knees
I'm reaching out and I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out

Father can you hear me?
I think I might be freaking out
And I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out