Suicide (Farewell)

Man it seems like the end of a goddamn era
Now that you're gone how the fuck am I supposed to continue
We built this shit you and me and now you're asking me to take the lead
Fuck that shit I ain’t gonna do it I’d rather bleed
I can’t lie about this shit it fucking hurts me
Because back then we were all so damn carefree
We didn’t know how it would spiral out of hand
We were just having fun but somehow now everybody gives a damn
I think this letter is my suicide
Hope it greets you well on the other side
But I can’t fight this anymore
Cuz now I’m faced down on this floor
I guess I’d be lying if I said I blamed you
Maybe I just had more courage so that's why I made it through
This band used to be so fun and full of life
But now every time we go to rehearsal It’s like we just want that shit to subside
I think the good times might a just up and died
Cause I was trying to make this shit my job so I could provide
But man fuck you how could you do this to us
You can’t leave me to this shit alone cuz I might turn it to dust
I think this letter is my suicide
Hope it greets you well on the other side
But I can’t fight this anymore
Cuz now I’m faced down on this floor
I told you I couldn’t see this shit continuing without you
But you still left It’s like you said fuck it and bailed out
What about all your fans what are they gonna do now
Fuck I can’t face our people I’m thinking of moving to fucking Curacao
You left me in a shity position man I ain’t gon lie
Now I’m afraid I’m gonna let this shit fucking die
I understand why you did it though but I don’t agree with it
You know what I ain’t gonna fucking do this shit
I think this letter is my suicide
Hope it greets you well on the other side
But I can’t fight this anymore
Cuz now I’m faced down on this floor