Haterade

Look out my window and the sky is falling down, anxiety rising as I go
Moving forward is a mirror of the past, feeling trapped down to my soul

There is a truth, inside of youth, where fear doesn't take control
A purity, to set you free but have you ever let it go

I'm shamed by pain
Moving forward feels different but strangely the same now
To say the least
There's a numbness that resides inside of my head now

A loss of bitterness like before
I'm getting out I've got what I needed
I had a change of heart but no more
A phase in history I won't be repeating
A tear stained memory let it go
A deep felt tragedy I endured

There's a line placed in time locked inside my head for me to redefine
An empty space I take my place, sometime's it's hard to see my face
In between a human being and the monster, I have seen
Moving on and feeling strong, every day

A loss of bitterness but no more
I'm getting out I've got what I needed
I had a change of heart like before
A phase in history I won't be repeating
A tear stained memory let it go
A deep felt tragedy I no longer endure