Distract, Attack, and Kill

Fuck hope
Can’t cope
With this constant state of misery
Moping in this bed
As I’m staring at the wall
In hindsight, we highlight and rewrite what makes us all fall
But I stop
Thinking about all the things that I didn’t do
Life has a way of dropping the other shoe
You can stay there
Your own personal Hell
And simmer by yourself
Don't complain then
Just swallow the pill
Distract, Attack, and Kill
Locked in this room
With nothing to do
Crowded with thoughts
Of impending doom
My doctor said I’m fine
But I tend to disagree, I’m seeing funny things
Has the world turned against me
Or am I just left on my own?
My time is up
I self destruct
And wonder why I’m sleeping all my future days away
Stress eating me alive butter bathed in sunlight
You can stay there
Your own personal Hell
And simmer by yourself
Don't complain then
Just swallow the pill
Distract, Attack, and Kill