Stuck Running Backwards

(Verse 1)
Been running through some thoughts again
Feeling kind of suicidal again
All the time that I’m walk around
I think of…
New ways to end me
I don’t… want think this way
But I seem to loop back to it
I want to get better
But I’m not really seeing a reason for me to go through it

(Chorus)
Why I am stuck within these suicidal loops?
Knowing I could probably fix myself
If I really tried
Suicidal Loops
I don’t know why I can’t just get pass through this fucking barrier
Give myself my own purpose

(Bridge)
I’m running away
Staying away
Hide myself to get away
I just feel so fucking…
I don’t know I’m always… running

(Verse 2)
Run away from everyone
I run away just I can feel okay
I run away so I don’t have to get out of this fucking comfort zone
That I’ve become too complacent in
Why the fuck am I so fucking tired
Because I’m always running
Always fucking running