This hell
NOTSmrt
(Verse 1)
I’ve been going through some shit
I can’t really show it
I can’t express the feelings that are inside of my head
Every word that I fucking say
Is just a fucking empty shell of what I’m actually feeling
(Verse 2)
I feel so isolated
Feel so trapped within my head
Try to reach out to people knowing damn well they are going to leave me in the end
Why.. do I.. do this?
Why do I take these walks?
Trying to get away today
But end up in the same head space
Why…
(Bridge)
I’m a piece of garbage
That’s all I ever feel like
Knowing I’m meaningless
(Outro)
Tell me why
Are these thoughts are always in my mind
You tell me that I’m going to be okay
I’m not
Why the fuck do I always go on these walks
Why do I have to live within this hell