prom dress [demo]

I'm nearing the end of my fourth year
I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears
Everyone seemed to say it was so great
But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake?

And I can't help the fact I like to be alone
It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know
I tend to handle things usually by myself
And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help

I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
I thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run

I keep collections of masks upon my wall
To try and stop myself from revealing it all
Affecting others is the last thing I would do
I keep to myself though I want to break through

I ache to be someone with cuts and situations
But it's been far too long now
They all have foundations
I took too much time to try and settle in
I lost a couple friends before I could begin

I seem so stuck upon the past
I wish it played out differently
I've never been quite that good
I sit in silence miserably

I hold so many small regrets
And what-ifs down inside my head
Some confidence, it couldn't hurt me
My demeanor is often misread

I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
I thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run

(All I wanna do is run) ooh
(All I wanna do is run) ooh
(All I wanna do is run) ooh
(All I wanna do is run) ooh
(All I wanna do is run)

I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress (all I wanna do is run)
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest (all I wanna do is run)
Makeup is running down, feelings are all around (all I wanna do is run)
How did I get here? I need to know (all I wanna do is run)

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations (all I wanna do is run)
I thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't (all I wanna do is run)
I guess I've never really been that type of person (all I wanna do is run)
I crumple easily, conditions start to worsen (all I wanna do is run)

I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run