Burned At Both Ends

There's nothing left now that doesn't come from suffering
Victims of time, we're defined by our history
Forever lost, and now I don't know who the fuck I have become
Where has my life gone?

I'm holding on to a life I'll never get back
It's too hard to let go
I'm on right train but the wrong tracks
Trying not to derail

Nothing is like it was before
I know not who I am anymore
Chasing something that's behind me
When will I be set free?

Broken promises left to mend
Burning the candle at both ends
No light to find my way back home
But I don't know where home is anymore
The sinking ship has washed ashore

So what is left of this life that's in front of me?
Is there a future when you only see in memories?
When every loss, every beauty just remind you of the past,
How can you just let go?

This misery has got to end
What's done is done
The past is a strange place

Look at me now, a fool with everything, but yet he's still so hollow
Look at us now, no lights just struggling to find our way back home