Who I Am

Who I am lyrics

(Verse)
Who the fuck am I
Well who the fuck are you
I don’t really fucking know
I’m just tryna get a clue
Find pieces of myself
Put it together with some glue
Finally, read the fucking chapters in my book but it’s overdue
I just wanna know myself
I don’t need nobody else
I don’t want no fucking help
Cause I gotta help myself
Fucking climbing to the top and see what’s on the upper shelf
Haven’t been there for a while
Only time can fucking tell
What’s at the top
What’s at the top
Don’t look down
Nigga might drop
Just keep on looking at the top
And maybe onе day
I can figure out myself
Figure out what’s thеre to hide
Finally, understand my tears
Understand what’s deep inside
Cause if I don’t then I know that I won’t change
It’s insane
I really wanna rise
See the light
But slowly it’s going dark
I need a spark
I really gotta try
And
Find my purpose
Why am I nervous
Because I’m going deeper
I’m really breaking the surface
Be acting like a clown
But I’m never joining the circus
I be putting on a face
I don’t want you to know I’m hurting
Want you to know I’m suffering
Out of the lines
I’m coloring
Truthfully I be wondering
Why the fuck am I covering
My true self
My true face
My true heart
I don’t know
But if I show it I might fall apart
So fuck it
I’m a be putting on a disguise
Close the door
Lock it so no one can see me cry
Feeling so fucking shitty
I cover it up with pride
On the inside
Goddam nigga
I wanna die
See my brain is overloading
The pain is starting to stick
This is how the world works
Reality suck a dick
If this is how it is
Now I can see why you need a fix
Shoot it up
Drink, smoke, and forget shit
Man I don’t wanna live
I don’t wanna breathe
Get the noose up out the closet
And a chair for me
Time to hang this shit up
See Mr. G O D
And say goodbye to everybody who was there for me
Cause I don’t ever wanna see tomorrow
Take the pill and swallow
If you look into my heart
Then you can see it’s fucking hollow
I be drinking just to fill it up
And wallow in my sorrows
But not today
I’m about to end my fucking sorrows
With a flatline
Pull the fucking plug
I’m about to really unwind
Gimme all the drugs
I’m a down this with some fucking wine
Now I’m on the rug
I don’t really think I’m doing fine
Feeling like a bug
Now the light is gonna really shine
Now I’m seeing the pearly gates
My loved ones tried to stop me but I’m sorry they’re very late
The burden on my shoulders kept on growing
That heavy weight
I guess that’s who I am
Full of sorrow and all the hate

(Bridge)x8
That’s who I am
Goddam
But I’m happy on the surface
What you see on Instagram

(Outro)
That’s who I am
That’s who I am
That’s who I am
That’s who I am
That’s who I am