Tears Of Sorrow

Tears of Sorrow lyrics

[Intro]x2
I got tears of Sorrow
Will I ever see tomorrow
We'll see

[Verse]
I got tears of sorrow
Man I'm crying everyday
I don't wanna go out
I don't wanna fucking play
Just
Stay inside
Close the fucking blinds
Start to lose my mind in this shit
And
Cry all night
Drown my fucking life
With some booze and light up a spliff
And
Die slowly in the darkest night
Don't fuck with heaven if I see a light
If it's really bright
Better dim the lights
Call me a vampire
I love the night
And I don't fuck with people
My depressions evil
Putting on a mask and then I get the needle
Die in front of everybody
But they never see it
Say I got depression
But they never think I mean it
Man what the fuck is wrong with me
What the fuck is wrong with you
Crying like a river
Never ending
Feeling really blue
Think my depression is taking over my life
So I don't think I'm gonna make it out this reality happy soon
Think I'll die in a puddle of tears
No blood no spit
Just a puddle of tears
Of my Sorrow and my biggest fear
That nobodies gonna care for a couple of years
That I'm gone
I had a life and that shit was sad
Now it's afterlife and I'm feeling glad
My world was battle of Stalingrad
I'm gone
Blood and tears all over me
I cried to death and I packed the heat
I shot my tears out my mind see
(I'm done
Done with my life
Cut it with a knife
Faded from existence
Living in strife)x2
I'm done
Tears of Sorrow
Never ever see tomorrow
End my life just like a Pharaoh
But I'm nothing but a zero
Man my life's a fucking gimmick
Needed help
I never got it
So I got a desert eagle
And I bought myself a bullet
Then blow
Brain matter on the wall
As my body slowly falls
Bottles and bottles of nothing but this alcohol
Surround me as I hit the floor
Tears are now bloody and everything is looking red
My vision slowly turning dead
Shot opened my head
Bloody sheets on the bed
Looks like a homicide instead
But fuck it I'm dead
And I ain't never coming back
Cause death for me is where it's at
All I'm seeing is black
Darkness surrounds me I'm glad
Never again am I sad
Never again am I sad
Never again
Feeling the pain
Killing my brain
Crying forever and feeling the strain
Holding myself but can never contain
Hurting myself but can never explain
But I do not care
Cause I no longer need to
Because of today
My nigga I'm see through
Darkness surrounding my spirit
It's overdue
Finally happy
I'm smiling and thankful
Tears of Sorrow never again up on this face
No more putting on a mask because I'm in a better place
Floating seamlessly through darkness
Like I'm floating through the space
Honestly I'm truly happy
Finally I can embrace