Inside

Inside lyrics

(Verse 1)
On the outside, I’m feeling like the best
But on the inside
I might just second guess
On the outside, I’m looking truly blessed
But on the inside
The devil got me stressed
On the outside, I’m drinking feeling silly
But on the inside
It’s fucking up my kidneys
On the outside, I’m living feeling litty
But on the inside
I wanna die quickly
See my outside is nothing but an image
My inside is who I truly am
It’s hard to manage
I’m putting on a smile but I know I’m really damaged
I think I need more than some pills and a bandage
Looking in the mirror and the cracks are only growing
I’ll just fix my hair
Check my clothes
Keep it going
I don’t really think about the dangers when I’m smoking
I just light it up
Now my insides are choking
But my outside is looking really dope
Might just take a picture
Post it on the gram
Facebook and even Twitter
I’m getting all these likes
So I’m looking like a winner
But I know
Deep down
I am nothing but a loser
I may be smiling hard
But if you look into my eyes
You might just get a glimpse at who’s behind this disguise
You understand that my surface is a facade
My insides be telling me
Nigga go run and hide
I don't know
Which way to go
My outside is living on a high
But my insides are low
So many more cracks gonna show
So many more cons than pros
I just keep it going with the motions
Feeling numb
I don’t really think about emotions
I just keep em tucked away inside
Never open
Never gonna see my true self when I’m broken
Cause my outside is happy
But my inside is scared
My outside
No worries
My inside
Prepare
Fake love to my enemies
But real hate is my energy

(Bridge)
Outside
I’m smiling
Inside
I’m crying
Outside
I’m smiling
Inside
I’m crying
Outside
I’m smiling
Inside
I’m crying
Outside
I’m smiling
Inside
I’m crying

(Verse 2)
Outside
Feels like I can do everything
Inside
Feels like I can’t do anything
Outside
I feel like I’m worth more than kings
Inside
I know that I’m less than nothing
Outside
I feel like a star
But inside
I know that I’ll just be a scar
Outside
I wanna go far
But inside
I know that I’ll never go far
This shit is real
That’s how I feel
Outside looks great
But inside needs to heal
That’s how it goes
That’s how it
That’s how it goes
That’s how it goes
Inside
I’m dying so slow
That’s how it goes
That’s how it
That’s how it goes
That’s how it goes
Inside
I’m dying so slow
So I’m just rolling
Rolling
I’m Rolling
I’m Rolling
Go with the motions
Keep to myself
Never open
Look in the mirror
It’s broke
Laugh at myself
Cause I know I’m a joke
So fuck it
My outside is just gonna smoke
Fill up my lungs so my insides will choke