Bored

it's 4am again
you think that could I sense a trend
I'm staying up too late just so I can stay awake

wish I weren't so self obsessed
wish that I could be the best
excited with my words
but nervous and I'm bored

I'm so bored of waking up, I'm so bored
bored of what's inside my cup, I'm so bored
I'm exhausted by my heart
I'd feel good if only I could finish what I start

I'm so bored
I'm never tired in my bed, I'm so bored
of these thoughts inside my head, I'm so bored
bored of being all alone, just hoping I find purpose in these pictures on my phone

my new habit of the week
is saying sorry when I speak
I know that it's no good,
there's no reason why I should

but it's stuck inside my head,
and I can't get out of bed
I don't wanna be ignored,
but I'm nervous and I'm bored

I'm so bored of waking up, I'm so bored
bored of what's inside my cup, I'm so bored
I'm exhausted by my heart
I'd feel good if only I could finish what I start

I'm so bored
I'm never tired in my bed, I'm so bored
of these thoughts inside my head, I'm so bored
bored of being all alone, just hoping I find purpose in these pictures on my phone

easier to throw up the flag, well I don't know
beat me up for being a drag, well I been dining on crazy I'm filling up on these lies well I just wish you would love me but I keep it all inside

I'm never tired in my bed, I'm so bored
of these thoughts inside my head, I'm so bored
bored of being all alone, just hoping I find purpose in these pictures on my phone, I'm so bored

I'm never tired in my bed, I'm so bored
of these thoughts inside my head, I'm so bored
bored of being all alone, just hoping I find purpose in these pictures on my phone

you look too hard then you see it's a joke
and yeah you think you're trapped but it's nothing but smoke you want it better but you, you only choke: is this all there is
Is this all there is