4th Grade

[Verse 1]
9 years old, not so excited for school
Wanted to stay on Discord all day long
All night long, 24/7
Went to the porch party everyone is overwhelming me
Met my teacher Mrs Dunham, was nice but had a feeling this would be a pretty bad year, yeah

[Hook]
Later that year I started screaming at everyone and everything
I can't control my tears
It's all too much to take in
My dad yelling at me
These scars won't heal
I hate myself, hate everyone

[Verse 2]
Thе counselor made evеrything worse
Made my dad hit me and yell at me even more
Christmas 2021 wasn't so great
He hit my head in front of the whole family
But it's my fault because it is
Can't contain my anger, became suicidal, yeah

[Hook]
Later that year I started screaming at everyone and everything
I can't control my tears
It's all too much to take in
My dad yelling at me
These scars won't heal
I hate myself, hate everyone

[Verse 3]
Got called out by the teacher for my anger, it enraged me
So I started breaking everything and screaming I hate you to the teacher and made a suicide threat
When I came home my mom started crying
It hurt me so much to see her like that
Felt so guilty, tried to kill myself but failed

[Hook]
Later that year I started screaming at everyone and everything
I can't control my tears
It's all too much to take in
My dad yelling at me
These scars won't heal
I hate myself, hate everyone

[Verse 4]
These mofos made a rumor I killed my mom, I hate that, hate everything and everyone
How surprising I made it to the end
Gave me a horrible reputation in 5th grade

[Hook]
Later that year I started screaming at everyone and everything
I can't control my tears
It's all too much to take in
My dad yelling at me
These scars won't heal
I hate myself, hate everyone in this world