Fading

I can't take another second
Living life with such depression
I can take another second
Living life just second guessing

The days turn into nights
I feel better every time
But I know somethings missing
Just too scared to admit my feelings
Back in the day this would be different
I would be fighting for your attention
But now I'm almost at my best
Can't wait to see what happens next

Gotta go now
Or I'll miss my ride
Maybe someday
I'll come back by

Here lately I'm fading
Without you I'm breaking
Don't know how to go on
Cause I know I'm too far gone
This madness and sadness
Wish it never happened
Now I have to let you go
It hurts more than you'll ever know

I can't take another second
Living life with such depression
I can take another second
Living life just second guessing

Almost decided that I was done
On everything I've ever known and loved
Then I got a call that turned around
All my fears and all my doubts
Got things hidden in the vault
I never thought I would have at all
Now people are starting to see
That there's a star inside of me

Gotta go now
Or I'll miss my ride
Maybe someday
I'll come back by

Here lately I'm fading
Without you I'm breaking
Don't know how to go on
Cause I know I'm too far gone
This madness and sadness
Wish it never happened
Now I have to let you go
It hurts more than you'll ever know

Shut off all my feelings
They're hurting me deeply
Fading and praying
My heart it's been aching
Here lately I'm draining
My heart it can't take it
Now that you let me go
I'm a star you used to know

My time has arrived
I've worked hard this time
Can't waste another second letting this go by
Don't wanna hold back a better chance at life

Here lately I'm fading
Without you I'm breaking
Don't know how to go on
Cause I know I'm too far gone

I can't take another second
Living life with such depression
I can take another second
Living life just second guessing