Stunted

Why do I feel in between
So sick of feeling strong and weak
I picked my side
Now I'm on my grind
Someday I'll be big
If I don't waste time

Taken a hard look in the mirror
I see my future becoming clearer
There's a lot that's good
Some parts that's frightening
Don't wanna survive on my own till I'm dying
I can only run away so long
Before you know it I could be gone
Don't hold back cause you see I'm good
Wish I would've tried when I knew I could

I feel so stunted
Why can I not grow
This isn't the life
With no place to call home
Can't think of the last time
That I felt okay
It might have been when I was flying away

Why do I feel in between
So sick of feeling strong and weak
Not gonna spend another minute
Feeling bad for myself when I can fix it

I see more than some potential
This dreams turned to something essential
Now I gotta make
Moves to seal my fate
Hope before I'm gone
I make it out this place
Praying for love
But I know it's a stretch
So I'll become the version
Of me that's the best
Praying for love
But I know it's a stretch
So I'll become the version
Of me that's the best

I feel so stunted
Why can I not grow
This isn't the life
With no place to call home
Can't think of the last time
That I felt okay
It might have been when I was flying away

Broken body
No I'm a hottie
Don't think I'm broken
Can't you hear me talking
Don't define me by my setbacks
So blinded to what you see as bad
All I see is a king on the grind
Who found a way to feel alive
All I see is a king on the grind
Who found a way to feel alive

I feel so stunted
Why can I not grow
This isn't the life
With no place to call home
Can't think of the last time
That I felt okay
It might have been when I was flying away

I feel so stunted
Why can I not grow
This isn't the life
With no place to call home
Hope to make some new memories
No more hide and seek
This is the moment where I will break free