Apathy

In the shadows
Of the past
Everything I loved
Gone numb so fast
Little by little
The plot would thicken
So over how
No one cared to listen
Begged for a change
And what did I get
Ways to escape
Now I got through it

This picture is better without you in it
Not the shock to the system
That I was feeling
Said you did the damage
To try and protect
Now you're just the evil
That I have to reject

Showed you all my empathy
Begged me for all my sympathy
Another day another reason
To let go before I'm bleeding
I've decided I've decided
Goodbye forever
Fucking liar
Don't need you and your excuses
This is not what I desire

Sirens screaming in the yard
Cause you took it way too far
Couldn't show me some respect
Now I feel no love again
Use me like an atm
Get kicked out
And cause mayhem
Don't expect me to be here
When it's all over
I'm out of tears

Disregard me for someone cheap
Blind me from pain I clearly see
Gave you all I had to give
Someone cleanse me from this sin
Not too damaged to move on
I could tell we were too far gone
Not too damaged to move on
I could tell we were too far gone

This picture is better without you in it
Not the shock to the system
That I was feeling
Said you did the damage
To try and protect
Now you're just the evil
That I have to reject

Hit me with your best shot
You won't stick around
Find another victim
Hope that you don't bring them down
Let go of what we had
That was love in the past
Now that I've moved on
Finally free at last
Won't forget the memories
But I'll forget the fights
Not the best version of me
Staying strong to survive

Cleanse me
From this infection
I thought
It was supposed to be heaven
Save me
My minds on empty
Help me
I can't find peace

Numb and broken
Heart turned to stone
Did this to yourself
Now I stand alone
Won't feel trapped
By your demands
Hate me now
Don't care what's next
Won't feel trapped
By your demands
Hate me now
Don't care what's next