Betrayal

In all the years that have rushed us by

I never doubted you for a minute

But now there's a different look in your eye

Of fresh seeded hate buried deep within it

A look of ice to send shivers down my spine

Shaking the feeling of mutual trust away

A consequence of precious lost time

And the sting of false words that you shouldn't say

Betrayal

And now I wait for your final attack

The curse of your words now to impale

The clichéd phrase of a stab in the back

The blood running free with betrayal

The kiss on the cheek with twisted tact

Reveals your final Judas

Your final Judas act

Betrayal, Judas

Your final Judas act

I used to think you were someone different

From the usual scum that acquaint my soul

But all the years long I've mis-spent

Playing a doting friend in my finest role

But even now a kind word won't pass your lips

To heal the wounds and let us start again

And I live in fear of your poisoned mind

And I wonder what I've done to deserve so much pain

Betrayal

And now I wait for your final attack

The curse of your words now to impale

The clichéd phrase of a stab in the back

The blood running free with betrayal

The kiss on the cheek with twisted tact

Reveals your final Judas

Your final Judas act

Betrayal, Judas

Your final Judas act

I have the sickest feeling driving in my mind

Begging for release to spite you back

But eternal damnation is all I ever find

In the state of your friendship's present lack

I used to think it was all in my head

The jealousy you coveted for your own depression

But one look in your eye and enough is said

Of the truth of your insane obsession