alive (it's a lie) (demo)
Kyle Hume, Rachel Gorman
Pictures on the wall
Swear they're all getting grayer
Don't feel a thing at all
But no one's even aware cuz
I just try to smile
Through all the pain
"How you been?"
"Oh I'm doing great"
But please don't
Ask me to promise
Cuz If I were honest
A lie it's a lie
I may look happy
But I swear that I'm
Dying on the inside
Survive survive
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
I spend way too much time
Laying in my bed
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Ohhh
A lie its a lie
I just wanna feel alright
Sleep in
'Till afternoon
But I still wake up tired
Don't know
What else to do
I feel so uninspired and
Finding motivation never works
Every day feels a little worse
So I just pretend I'm okay
When all I want to say is
A lie it's a lie
I may look happy
But I swear that I'm
Dying on the inside
Survive survive
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
I spend way too much time
Laying in my bed
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Ohhh
A lie it's a lie
I just wanna feel alright
Pictures on the wall
Fotos en la pared
Swear they're all getting grayer
Juro que todas se están volviendo más grises
Don't feel a thing at all
No siento nada en absoluto
But no one's even aware cuz
Pero nadie se da cuenta porque
I just try to smile
Solo intento sonreír
Through all the pain
A través de todo el dolor
"How you been?"
"¿Cómo has estado?"
"Oh I'm doing great"
"Oh, estoy genial"
But please don't
Pero por favor no
Ask me to promise
Me pidas prometer
Cuz If I were honest
Porque si fuera honesto
A lie it's a lie
Una mentira es una mentira
I may look happy
Puedo parecer feliz
But I swear that I'm
Pero juro que estoy
Dying on the inside
Muriendo por dentro
Survive survive
Sobrevive, sobrevive
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
No recuerdo la última vez que me sentí verdaderamente vivo
I spend way too much time
Paso demasiado tiempo
Laying in my bed
Acostado en mi cama
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Porque no quiero lidiar con mi vida
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie its a lie
Una mentira es una mentira
I just wanna feel alright
Solo quiero sentirme bien
Sleep in
Dormir hasta
'Till afternoon
La tarde
But I still wake up tired
Pero aún me despierto cansado
Don't know
No sé
What else to do
Qué más hacer
I feel so uninspired and
Me siento tan desinspirado y
Finding motivation never works
Encontrar motivación nunca funciona
Every day feels a little worse
Cada día se siente un poco peor
So I just pretend I'm okay
Así que solo pretendo estar bien
When all I want to say is
Cuando todo lo que quiero decir es
A lie it's a lie
Una mentira es una mentira
I may look happy
Puedo parecer feliz
But I swear that I'm
Pero juro que estoy
Dying on the inside
Muriendo por dentro
Survive survive
Sobrevive, sobrevive
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
No recuerdo la última vez que me sentí verdaderamente vivo
I spend way too much time
Paso demasiado tiempo
Laying in my bed
Acostado en mi cama
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Porque no quiero lidiar con mi vida
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie it's a lie
Una mentira es una mentira
I just wanna feel alright
Solo quiero sentirme bien
Pictures on the wall
Fotos na parede
Swear they're all getting grayer
Juro que todas estão ficando mais cinzas
Don't feel a thing at all
Não sinto nada
But no one's even aware cuz
Mas ninguém percebe porque
I just try to smile
Eu apenas tento sorrir
Through all the pain
Apesar de toda a dor
"How you been?"
"Como você está?"
"Oh I'm doing great"
"Oh, estou ótimo"
But please don't
Mas por favor não
Ask me to promise
Me peça para prometer
Cuz If I were honest
Porque se eu fosse honesto
A lie it's a lie
Uma mentira é uma mentira
I may look happy
Eu posso parecer feliz
But I swear that I'm
Mas eu juro que estou
Dying on the inside
Morrendo por dentro
Survive survive
Sobreviver, sobreviver
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
Não sei a última vez que me senti verdadeiramente vivo
I spend way too much time
Eu passo muito tempo
Laying in my bed
Deitado na minha cama
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Porque não quero lidar com a minha vida
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie its a lie
Uma mentira é uma mentira
I just wanna feel alright
Eu só quero me sentir bem
Sleep in
Dormir
'Till afternoon
Até a tarde
But I still wake up tired
Mas ainda acordo cansado
Don't know
Não sei
What else to do
O que mais fazer
I feel so uninspired and
Me sinto tão desinspirado e
Finding motivation never works
Encontrar motivação nunca funciona
Every day feels a little worse
Cada dia parece um pouco pior
So I just pretend I'm okay
Então eu apenas finjo que estou bem
When all I want to say is
Quando tudo o que quero dizer é
A lie it's a lie
Uma mentira é uma mentira
I may look happy
Eu posso parecer feliz
But I swear that I'm
Mas eu juro que estou
Dying on the inside
Morrendo por dentro
Survive survive
Sobreviver, sobreviver
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
Não sei a última vez que me senti verdadeiramente vivo
I spend way too much time
Eu passo muito tempo
Laying in my bed
Deitado na minha cama
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Porque não quero lidar com a minha vida
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie it's a lie
Uma mentira é uma mentira
I just wanna feel alright
Eu só quero me sentir bem
Pictures on the wall
Des photos sur le mur
Swear they're all getting grayer
Je jure qu'elles deviennent toutes plus grises
Don't feel a thing at all
Je ne ressens rien du tout
But no one's even aware cuz
Mais personne n'est même conscient parce que
I just try to smile
J'essaie juste de sourire
Through all the pain
Malgré toute la douleur
"How you been?"
"Comment ça va?"
"Oh I'm doing great"
"Oh je vais très bien"
But please don't
Mais s'il te plaît ne
Ask me to promise
Me demande pas de promettre
Cuz If I were honest
Parce que si j'étais honnête
A lie it's a lie
Un mensonge c'est un mensonge
I may look happy
Je peux sembler heureux
But I swear that I'm
Mais je jure que je
Dying on the inside
Meurs à l'intérieur
Survive survive
Survivre survivre
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
Je ne sais pas quand est la dernière fois que je me suis senti vraiment vivant
I spend way too much time
Je passe beaucoup trop de temps
Laying in my bed
Allongé dans mon lit
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Parce que je ne veux pas faire face à ma vie
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie its a lie
Un mensonge c'est un mensonge
I just wanna feel alright
Je veux juste me sentir bien
Sleep in
Dormir
'Till afternoon
Jusqu'à l'après-midi
But I still wake up tired
Mais je me réveille toujours fatigué
Don't know
Je ne sais pas
What else to do
Que faire d'autre
I feel so uninspired and
Je me sens tellement sans inspiration et
Finding motivation never works
Trouver de la motivation ne fonctionne jamais
Every day feels a little worse
Chaque jour semble un peu pire
So I just pretend I'm okay
Alors je fais semblant d'aller bien
When all I want to say is
Quand tout ce que je veux dire c'est
A lie it's a lie
Un mensonge c'est un mensonge
I may look happy
Je peux sembler heureux
But I swear that I'm
Mais je jure que je
Dying on the inside
Meurs à l'intérieur
Survive survive
Survivre survivre
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
Je ne sais pas quand est la dernière fois que je me suis senti vraiment vivant
I spend way too much time
Je passe beaucoup trop de temps
Laying in my bed
Allongé dans mon lit
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Parce que je ne veux pas faire face à ma vie
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie it's a lie
Un mensonge c'est un mensonge
I just wanna feel alright
Je veux juste me sentir bien
Pictures on the wall
Bilder an der Wand
Swear they're all getting grayer
Schwöre, sie werden alle grauer
Don't feel a thing at all
Fühle überhaupt nichts
But no one's even aware cuz
Aber niemand ist sich dessen bewusst, weil
I just try to smile
Ich versuche nur zu lächeln
Through all the pain
Trotz all dem Schmerz
"How you been?"
„Wie geht es dir?“
"Oh I'm doing great"
„Oh, mir geht es großartig“
But please don't
Aber bitte nicht
Ask me to promise
Bitten Sie mich zu versprechen
Cuz If I were honest
Denn wenn ich ehrlich wäre
A lie it's a lie
Eine Lüge ist eine Lüge
I may look happy
Ich mag glücklich aussehen
But I swear that I'm
Aber ich schwöre, dass ich
Dying on the inside
Innerlich sterbe
Survive survive
Überleben, überleben
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
Ich weiß nicht, wann ich das letzte Mal wirklich lebendig gefühlt habe
I spend way too much time
Ich verbringe viel zu viel Zeit
Laying in my bed
Liege in meinem Bett
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Weil ich nicht mit meinem Leben umgehen will
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie its a lie
Eine Lüge ist eine Lüge
I just wanna feel alright
Ich möchte mich nur gut fühlen
Sleep in
Schlafe bis
'Till afternoon
Bis zum Nachmittag
But I still wake up tired
Aber ich wache immer noch müde auf
Don't know
Weiß nicht
What else to do
Was ich sonst noch tun soll
I feel so uninspired and
Ich fühle mich so uninspiriert und
Finding motivation never works
Motivation zu finden funktioniert nie
Every day feels a little worse
Jeder Tag fühlt sich ein bisschen schlimmer an
So I just pretend I'm okay
Also tue ich nur so, als wäre ich in Ordnung
When all I want to say is
Wenn alles, was ich sagen will, ist
A lie it's a lie
Eine Lüge ist eine Lüge
I may look happy
Ich mag glücklich aussehen
But I swear that I'm
Aber ich schwöre, dass ich
Dying on the inside
Innerlich sterbe
Survive survive
Überleben, überleben
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
Ich weiß nicht, wann ich das letzte Mal wirklich lebendig gefühlt habe
I spend way too much time
Ich verbringe viel zu viel Zeit
Laying in my bed
Liege in meinem Bett
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Weil ich nicht mit meinem Leben umgehen will
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie it's a lie
Eine Lüge ist eine Lüge
I just wanna feel alright
Ich möchte mich nur gut fühlen
Pictures on the wall
Foto sulla parete
Swear they're all getting grayer
Giuro che stanno diventando tutte più grigie
Don't feel a thing at all
Non sento nulla affatto
But no one's even aware cuz
Ma nessuno se ne accorge perché
I just try to smile
Cerco solo di sorridere
Through all the pain
Attraverso tutto il dolore
"How you been?"
"Come stai?"
"Oh I'm doing great"
"Oh sto benissimo"
But please don't
Ma per favore non
Ask me to promise
Chiedermi di promettere
Cuz If I were honest
Perché se fossi onesto
A lie it's a lie
Una bugia è una bugia
I may look happy
Potrei sembrare felice
But I swear that I'm
Ma giuro che sto
Dying on the inside
Morendo dentro
Survive survive
Sopravvivi sopravvivi
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
Non ricordo l'ultima volta che mi sono sentito veramente vivo
I spend way too much time
Passo troppo tempo
Laying in my bed
Disteso nel mio letto
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Perché non voglio affrontare la mia vita
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie its a lie
Una bugia è una bugia
I just wanna feel alright
Voglio solo sentirmi bene
Sleep in
Dormire
'Till afternoon
Fino al pomeriggio
But I still wake up tired
Ma mi sveglio ancora stanco
Don't know
Non so
What else to do
Cosa altro fare
I feel so uninspired and
Mi sento così poco ispirato e
Finding motivation never works
Trovare la motivazione non funziona mai
Every day feels a little worse
Ogni giorno sembra un po' peggio
So I just pretend I'm okay
Quindi faccio solo finta di stare bene
When all I want to say is
Quando tutto quello che voglio dire è
A lie it's a lie
Una bugia è una bugia
I may look happy
Potrei sembrare felice
But I swear that I'm
Ma giuro che sto
Dying on the inside
Morendo dentro
Survive survive
Sopravvivi sopravvivi
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
Non ricordo l'ultima volta che mi sono sentito veramente vivo
I spend way too much time
Passo troppo tempo
Laying in my bed
Disteso nel mio letto
Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life
Perché non voglio affrontare la mia vita
Ohhh
Ohhh
A lie it's a lie
Una bugia è una bugia
I just wanna feel alright
Voglio solo sentirmi bene